Id met up with a mate who had bought 3 tablets namely XTC Pink stars, we both decided to take them as i was extremely drunk and didn't exactly know what I was doing, so sat in my dads house in the bay window, listening to the rain outside and staring at the red wallpaper with fancy flowers on in front of me, i swallowed 1 & half tablets - noting my high consumption of other chemicals this evening, my vision went white, my head felt like it was about to explode, dull ache at first then sharp shooting pains in my head this propelled an instant panic attack and sickness, & later on my heart begins beating irregular, I knew that the effects could be extremely severe, and I needed to calm myself, I made the friend i was with aware that I could be potentially about to have an Overdose, he was scared like me, he sat me down got me some water and spoke to me continously asking if I was ok, my face was white I was being extremely sick every second for about 5 minutes - i think the overdose hit me but i wasnt aware.... my head dropped down and I passed out for a brief moment, i thought it was over... i thought this was the moment Id pushed to far in taking E's and mixing substances & chemicals.
After this point i slowly started to feel better, I was sipping water - and to keep awake I drank coffee... stayed away from heat - as this will keep you high longer as it increases the bodys temp allowing the drug to be more effective, and stood outside in the rain until just a short time later my side effects of the overdose slowly but surely started to ware off... I did NOT inform or call 999 as maybe I should of. that was silly of me but I insisted to my friend id be ok, and asked him to refrain from calling them.
Id also taken 14 valium aswell as 9 pints in the pub earlier that night, and smoked a little weed. It was probably the most scariest moment of my drug taking Years which Has taught me a lesson, Although being straight headed & not drunk it wouldn't have happened.
I do regret taking such a drug although Id done it in my pre-teen years and had a good time. Taking XTC for me that night was new again to my body and wasn't used to taking that amount of substances, and chemicals which was pretty substantial. It did help knowing that Id done research on the drug and was able to keep myself from potentially dying. That night could quite of easily been my last! Don't make it yours by taking Ecstasy or any drug for that matter.
I hope whoever reads my personal diary information page DOES learn from my experience and keeps away from Pills because even if its not for yourself then think of other loved ones that will miss you if you did Overdose. If you don't take my advice then please note things that can help while taking them on my homepage, Please take care too, via the end of the night Id sincerely used all the vital chemical (Serotonin), in my brain and felt very depressed and tired, depression of type E. They may look safe but looks can be deceiving, in this case that is true.
I THINK ITS WORTH MENTIONING THAT;
Drug Vendors are NOT bothered about you and you should therefore be aware of that fact, I've been very stupid in the past I admit that and haven learn from that. I hope you learn from my educational site rather than having to take them first to find out. something fatal happens to at least 10 drug takers worldwide a week don't let you be apart of those statistics.
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